Words Written

Decided do a collection of my writings (poetry) on a seperate page so it would be easier for people to find (as requested by others lol). So enjoy .

Rhythm & Blues (love music)

Imagine

Our hearts keeping the beat

as it pounds through our chests

bodys swaying to the rhythm

eyes glued to my flesh

your mouth playing my body like an instrument

me humming a sweet tune at the mic

trying to keep up the pace

your every motion like a conductor

leading a chorus

orchestrating my sweet song

music to your ears

gazing into my eyes as i hit that falsetto

and you hit the low note

BEAUTIFUL MUSIC

breathless from our perfomance

needing a standing ovation

and like a true performer

ready for an encore

but like a true performer

leaving each other wanting more

The proposal

Mistakes made between us
Yet and still the love is there
Too many chances to walk way…
But something pulling us back
What is the chemistry
What is this connection
This thing that can’t be broken
But yet not completely mend
Id walk the through fire
Give my life for you
Give you love
Even when it hurts
Loving you
Even when your unlovable
I still I see my future within your eyes
My happiness within your smile
Security within your embrace
I wanna be there for you
And want you to be there for me
So I ask
with every ounce of love with me
Will you marry me

I’m Not Done

Who said you can let me go

im not done with you

so many plans, so much more to do

I plan on inflicting the most pleasurable pain

upon every inch of your lovely dark chocolate frame

from your mind to your heart

from your body to your soul

indulging all your senses

maintaining my firm hold

tickling every nerve

ME

seeping into every inch of your being

so when you do decided to walk away

making the biggest mistake

letting go of someone willing to give you all you can take

you’ll regret every step

that you let me walk way

to give it all to someone else.

Addiction

You are my addiction

 my drug of choice

the thought of your chocolate coated skin

melting over my pecan complected body

arouses my senses

every inch of me craving you

your pleasure

my pain

you are the physical manifestation of a dream i once had

or maybe a fantasy fulfilled

i

consumed by my weakness

consumed by you

consuming you

surrounding you with my wetness

as tension builds between my legs

the look in your eyes put me in a trance

hypnotize, i am

trapped by your spell

your confidence comforts me

as i know i will be well taken care of

use me as i use you to satisfy this urge

the need to have you

I gaze upon your beautiful imperfections

as i slowly close my eyes

as i inhale you

as i  take you deep within me

the ultimate high intensified by the love that binds me to you

i think

do you truly understand

the  hold you have on me

you are my addiction

you are my prescription

i try to break free

i don’t want to

a slave to my addiction

a slave to you

as thoughts leave my mind

Euphoria takes over

an adrenaline rush

you whisper in my ear

i can’t make out the words

as the impulse to pull back takes over

yet you hold me closer

persistently you give me all you have

i exhale

as we simultaneously release the pressure within us

you release in me

you release me

a lie there

like a junkie

awaiting my next fix

I Want love

I want love

i want that old love

that standing the test of time love

that for better love

that for worse love

that everything in between love

i want love

that new love

that make your heart race love

that staying up late love

that “no you hang up”…..”no YOU hang up” love

that new and exciting love

i want love

that r & b love

that move to the same rhythm love

that heart hit like a bass beat love

that play my body like keys on a piano love

that smooth lyrics melting the spot between my music box love

i want love

that true love

that i do love

that want nothing but the best for you love

that i forgive you love

that never forgets love

will i ever find it

Questions

stomach in knots
pain shooting to the tip of my fingers
anticipation
will he
won’t he
will we
won’t we
be….
questions
scenerios
running though my head
clouding my thoughts
why….
why what?
i don’t know
no questions
no answers
yet
love
or
love lost

questions?

love affair

It started with a glance
which evolved into consersations
which led to a kiss
which snowballed into a romance
a love affair
i say love affair because you didn’t belong to me
your heart wasn’t there
where it was
where it is
where it belongs
i do not know
i just know its not where i wanted it to be
where i needed it to be
with me
maybe it was the idea that brought us together
something we were both missing
and found in each other
isn’t that how affairs start
but affairs don’t last
eventually it ends
one left wanting more
the other wanting to move on
with the past or the future
and the present left behind

Naked

i am naked around you
everything stripped away
you see what others do not
you see what others only dream of seeing
and open book i am
emotions worn on a figurative sleeve
i say figurative because there is none
because im am naked
bare to the core
heart, soul, mind, and body
on display for your pleasure
from the thoughts in my head
the love in my heart
the burdens on my soul
to those secrets spots
only you know about
trickled all over my body
i am naked…..
all yours to explore

 

Intrumental

Sweet words once whispered softly
words that seemed to soothe me
words I thought would always be there
Gone are they now
like some fleeting memory
a dream, maybe?
or just wishful thinking
still pulling the strings to my heart
like a puppet
no
like a guitar
as you strum,
the most beautiful love song plays
just for you, no for us
from me to you
The melody that played while sweet words were whispered
but now those sweet words are gone
and its just me
the instrumental

(No Title)

so i admit im scared

not sure if im prepared

for life with you

i barely know you

yet i feel ive always known you

in some other time

no

maybe some other life

where time stood still

if only for a second

but in the second

so much was said

with only a glance

and i knew

knew that it wasn’t just chance

but fate

not fate that would play out in that life

but in another

when we both wer more prepared

by love experience

by life experience

no

by the love and experience through many lives

souls aged like fine wine

and only getting better with more time

such an unexpected surprise

you and I

both seem to be on different paths

but through some twist in fate our paths merged into one

destined to take a journey together

but for how long

months, years, a lifetime

maybe longer

time will tell

where will our journey lead

this is what scares me

that unknown

that variable left up to chance

but guided by fate

so i admit im scare

and not quite prepared

but maybe ill take it for what it is

learn to enjoy the journey

and not analyze every twist and turn

and relinquish control

Prayer

wrote this for my little munchkin

candy kiss

sweet dreams and wishess

if pain you feel

do not wee

see angels as u slumber deep

 

Who Am I

i am a woman

but who am i

i am a mother

but who am i

i am a daughter

but who am i

i am a lover

i am a friend

BUT who am i

years of trying to find who i am

what i am

what i will be

i encompass all of these things

but really

who am i

Forgotten

I am the forgotten

the over looked

the seldom heard

i am the forgotten

the on loved less

the one with dreams deffered

i am the forgotten

the one who works hard

the one seldom rewarded

i am the forgotten

the one who gives to others

the one that never gets

i am the forgotten

i am the woman in every mother

5 Senses aka Day Dreaming

Sometimes i think i can see you

and i suddenly get that feeling

the feeling you get when you first meet someone

child like, giddy, nervous

your eyes meeting mine

eye that seem to pierce my minds eye

seeing to the very core of me

melting away the the world till it just you and me

Sometimes i think i can feel you

your skin pressed to mine

soft, strong, a little rough around the edges

embracing me

the kind of embrace that warms my whole existence

and that touch

Oh that tough that makes my heart race

as iff its going 1000 beats a minute

Sometimes i think i can hear you

your voice, deep, commanding, and strong

that voice that soothes my restless soul

filled with soft words

those soft words ive longed to hear

words of love

words of adoration

words of promise

words of home

Sometimes i tink i can smell you

an all to familiar scent

the sweet smell of days gone by

days when we were clese

so close i could feel your breathe against my skin

I inhale wanting to remember the way you smell

a piece of this moment

a moment long gone but so clear

Some times i think i can taste you

your lips against mine

tender kisses tickling mine pallate

quenching my hearts thirst

Sensual kissess i want to savor

the type to take your breathe away

passionate kisses filled with lust

making me want to devour every last drop of you

sometime i think you’re there

but your not

is it wishful thinking

or maybe

JUST a day dream